So...tomorrow is the first day of my little Mamou entering into 'big' school...Grade 1.
Wow, these years seem to have flown by so quickly...I feel like there's no way to grab hold of some type of reigns and pull back father time's 'Michael Schumacher' pace...Slow down pleaaaassseee.
Alright, that's enough of my 'mommy-melt-down' moment there...so the uniform is ready, all stationery packed in bags, lunch boxes ready to be filled with nutritious things for tomorrow.
Little Mamou was so excited, every 30 or so minutes, she would spurt out a 'eeek' of glee when thinking about tomorrow...made us laugh every time she did it...
My heart races every time I think about it...thoughts of her safety at school, will the new kids be nice to her, will she stay on schedule with the rest of the class...yada, yada, yada.
Took a few drops of rescue to help calm the nerves followed by a nice warm cup of chamomile tea that my loving partner made for me...now i'm starting to unwind and relax...reminding myself to breatheee....in....and out...and in....and out...(nothing like knowing some yoga techniques in this type of scenario)
Little Mamou lay awake in bed for like 45 minutes filled with excitement for tomorrow's new venture in life...I have been preparing her briefly with what should be going on when she's at 'big' school but I can't guarantee that's going to be suffice but one can only wish...keeps my conscious happy.
Anyhoo...time to put this mind of mine to rest as tomorrow morning is going to be super busy...can't wait...actually have butterflies in my tummy...eeek!
Love and Light
Candi K
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