So, from all the hussle and bussle of the being entrenched in the corporate world of an unprofessional meets toxic work environment for the last 14 months, the Universe finally answered my wish and granted it true.
I was informed last Friday that my retrenchment would take place as of immediate effect. Now for some, you would think that would've been a HUGE shock to the system but honestly speaking, it came at the most perfect time for me. In fact, I smiled with glee as they informed me of this as I just knew that this was the answer I'd been waiting 6 months for.
I've have been contemplating 'doing my own thing' since the late year of 2013 and it was always just talk and talk and no action.
And here it is, the answer I have been waiting for!
I am The HAPPIEST Lady of Leisure at this point of time.
I am sitting in a peaceful, tranquil mind set while being a Lady of Leisure for the next 5 weeks.
It's a very surreal state for me to be in as I've always been on the pressurised side, having this 'go-go-go' type of lifestyle as I am classified as a 'Working Mom' which is kind of 3 jobs amalgamated into one person and I only have been given 2 hands so my time was always limited and sleep was very much deprived.
Any form of hobby or interest I have/had was put to one side and left there for a hope of brighter days and I think my 'brighter day' just came knocking.
Well here I am, feeling calm and serene in my home environment, not having to worry about traffic, just dropping little mamou at school and coming home to a peaceful, quiet environment that I love to be in.
Today, the weather decided to greet me with an overcast look of grey clouds and a constant drizzle of rain, I cannot begin to explain how much I am in my element right now.
In the last 6 months, I've helped myself break down a lot of illusions that I have built up over my life time. The way I live, think, speak, act. I've even had to change the mind-set that I had created for so many years as to how I should be working and being and now I've just realised that it is all possible once you have applied your mind to what you REALLY want.
Now for some TLC...zzzzzzz....
Love and Light
Candi K
